The one that was never there.....

Red...Amber..Green...and so the journey started
The one i always look forward to...for stealing the small glances
drinking the minute details..taking it all in..
For such was her beauty

With the wind blowing in soft whispers...There she stood..
A tinge of concern encircling her in an aureal glory
The lovely bright and dancing almond eyes..made me long for that one sole look
But my feet were strapped and feelings were cemented....
thinking there will never come a time..never ever

Hope was lost in monosyllables...
I knew it then...she was never there...
There..it went away in fumes..into the distant pockets of my engine...
and the deepest cranials of my brain

Lost in place...self...work...time jus flew
365 fortnights passed....
People entered and exited...but none stayed.....

None had the same impact...

The vacuum persisited...alas cannot be filled, i guess

Then..she sashayed down the aisle
Nothing like what she was before.....
Much knowledge was seen in her almond eyes...
in place of the once existent sparkly innocence...
Much had been said and done...
I knew then...it was not the same...
And she was not there...
Well..she was never there...